What have i done so far? Am i doing just fine? or am still at my weakest state of life? Pertanyaan ini merupakan pertanyaan yang sering kita kemukakan pada diri sendiri.
Hanya seminggu saja lagi maka Paska akan menjelang, apakah yang ada pada saya yang akan saya kuburkan nanti, dan manusia yang bangkit bagaimankah saya nanti.
Dimanakah saya pada hari ini? Mungkinkah saya tidak sedar apa yang saya lakukan selama ini? Apakah Paska bagi saya? Apakah makna kebangkitan Yesus bagi saya? Kekosongan menguasai diri ini? Lupakah saya pada Yesus? Lupakah saya anugerah -Nya itu? arghhhhhh....Siapakah yang dapat mendengar rintihan ini...
Apakah yang dapat ku berikan? Berikan dalam jangka masa yang singkat ini?
(Silalah membaca dan merenungkan pesan Bapa Suci Benedik Ke-16 kepada belia... di sana dia nyatakan kepada siapakah kita harus menuju... dan apakah yang dapat kita perbuat... lihat lah Dia Guru dan Gembala yang baik... dia menanti anda ... Biar pun anda adalah BLACK SHEEP of the FAMILY)
Sunday, March 28, 2010
Saturday, March 27, 2010
Baju KBK
Hari ini ku berjalan-jalan di pekan Keningau... hehe banyak peristiwa yang lucu... then aku teringat mesyuarat kami di Sandakan...wow timbul idea tentang baju KBK3.. so saya adakan pengundian... haha peserta yang tentukan... so ini dia pilihan warna... 1. Pink, 2. Hijau striking, 3. Purple, 4. Brown, 5. Maroon... hehe best juga mengadakan aktiviti ini...banyak yang memilih maroon and brown... mmm agak-agaknya pink yang akan menang... hehe..let see..uhaksss!!!
Wednesday, March 24, 2010
Hari ini
Hari ini ku rasa sangat gembira, dan dari dalam hati ini terasa satu kedamaian yang amat mendalam. Terima kasih atas kesusahan semalam, atas lelah semalam, hari ini semuanya indah. Sememangnya Tuhan bekerja dengan cara yang misteri.
Terima kasih juga buat teman-teman yang selalu menyokong dan memberi dorongan. Tidur nenyak malam ini adalh berkat kasih anda semua. Thank you.
Terima kasih juga buat teman-teman yang selalu menyokong dan memberi dorongan. Tidur nenyak malam ini adalh berkat kasih anda semua. Thank you.
Tuesday, March 9, 2010
Kering dan Kehausan
Panas betul cuaca kebelakangan ini...suasana kering dan kehausan memenuhi keadaan sekililing.Pra-paska, berpuasa dan berpantang... apakah yang telah ku lakukan dalam tiga minggu yang lepas... adakah aku masih kering dan kehausan?
keringkah rohani ini...hauskah jiwa ini...bagaikan rusa yang merindukan sungai..adakah aku mempunyai kerinduan untuk meneguk air kehidupan itu...
kering kah jiwa ini...kosong kah jiwa ini....siapa dirindukan? atau apakah yang dirindukan...
penat terasa tubuh badan...tidurku berjam-jam tidak mampu menghilangkan... mengapa penat...mengapa lenguh...
apakah yang memisahakan? apakah dia itu? mengapa kering dan haus diri ini....
kesalahan,kesilapan, dosa.... adakah itu yang memisahkan...ya aku pasti dosalah yang membuatkan ku kering dan kehausan....
kepada siapa harus ku meminta...adakah yang memberikan secara percuma....mungkin Dia akan memberi... oh Dia pasti memberi...
kembali ku pada diri sendiri....rendahkan diri di hadapanNya...mengucap syukur buat hari yang Dia beri...mohon keampunan atas dosa yang melemahkan... Terimakasih Tuhan atas cintakasih mu.... Terimakasih Yesus...darahMu mensucikan ku...
Monday, March 8, 2010
Friday, February 5, 2010
He came so that we have life and have it abundantly (John 10:10).
As young professional, many of us have planned for our future, and plenty simply flowing with the rhythms of life. Sadly, many are conquered by emotion rather than rational, thus many of us has dissatisfaction, frustration, regrets that we buried deep inside our hearts that we alone know and experiencing the coldness of the feeling.
Is that what Christ wants from us? Living happily outside, but little by little every day got rotten inside! Young professional seems to always carry away by pride; we always want to show the best out of us. What important is our image rather than our soul. It is okay to let our souls got corrupted as long as we can have what we desire. Our future is blurred by our wrong images of abundant life.
What Jesus wants from us is to live happily with deep sense of gratitude and peacefulness within ourselves. We can desire things but at the same time we need to realize that we cannot have everything, there are things we simply have to let go and we have to learn to let go of the thing that refrained us from moving towards the eternal lights of heaven.
“Good Teacher, what must I do to inherit eternal life” Mk 10:17. This Gospel passage is chosen by Pope Benedict as 2010 WYD theme. Thus we in Keningau, is using the same theme for the 3rd KBK this coming 7-11 Jun 2010. We through this Youth Camp hope to learn how to live life as youth according to our position in the society.
We young professional tend to listen to our own selfishness of thoughts. We always making sense of the decision made basing on our own judgments. And that judgment is always corrupted by our emotions that had led many of us living in frustration and regrets, again this is the feeling that buried deep inside, that is not shown to others. Jesus does not want us to live in regrets; he came so that we have life and have it abundantly (John 10:10). BUT…if you did not ever experienced difficulties in life you may not understand what living in abundant mean. So by means difficulties are need for us to grow maturely both physically and spiritually.
To enjoy the fullest of life we must grow and here are some suggestions on how we can grow spiritually;
Spiritual growth results from trusting Jesus Christ
. "The righteous man shall live by faith" (Galatians 3:11).
A life of faith will enable you to trust God increasingly with every detail of your life, and to practice the following:
G ~ Go to God in prayer daily (John 15:7).
R ~ Read God's Word daily (Acts 17:11); begin with the Gospel of John.
O ~ Obey God moment by moment (John 14:21).
W ~ Witness for Christ by your life and words (Matthew 4:19; John 15:8).
T ~ Trust God for every detail of your life (1 Peter 5:7).
H ~ Holy Spirit - allow Him to control and empower your daily life and witness (Galatians 5:16,17; Acts 1:8).
Let us pray
"Lord Jesus, I need You. Thank You for dying on the cross for my sins. I open the door of my life and receive You as my Savior and Lord. Thank You for forgiving my sins and giving me eternal life. Take control of the throne of my life. Make me the kind of person You want me to be."Amen!
Is that what Christ wants from us? Living happily outside, but little by little every day got rotten inside! Young professional seems to always carry away by pride; we always want to show the best out of us. What important is our image rather than our soul. It is okay to let our souls got corrupted as long as we can have what we desire. Our future is blurred by our wrong images of abundant life.
What Jesus wants from us is to live happily with deep sense of gratitude and peacefulness within ourselves. We can desire things but at the same time we need to realize that we cannot have everything, there are things we simply have to let go and we have to learn to let go of the thing that refrained us from moving towards the eternal lights of heaven.
“Good Teacher, what must I do to inherit eternal life” Mk 10:17. This Gospel passage is chosen by Pope Benedict as 2010 WYD theme. Thus we in Keningau, is using the same theme for the 3rd KBK this coming 7-11 Jun 2010. We through this Youth Camp hope to learn how to live life as youth according to our position in the society.
We young professional tend to listen to our own selfishness of thoughts. We always making sense of the decision made basing on our own judgments. And that judgment is always corrupted by our emotions that had led many of us living in frustration and regrets, again this is the feeling that buried deep inside, that is not shown to others. Jesus does not want us to live in regrets; he came so that we have life and have it abundantly (John 10:10). BUT…if you did not ever experienced difficulties in life you may not understand what living in abundant mean. So by means difficulties are need for us to grow maturely both physically and spiritually.
To enjoy the fullest of life we must grow and here are some suggestions on how we can grow spiritually;
Spiritual growth results from trusting Jesus Christ
. "The righteous man shall live by faith" (Galatians 3:11).
A life of faith will enable you to trust God increasingly with every detail of your life, and to practice the following:
G ~ Go to God in prayer daily (John 15:7).
R ~ Read God's Word daily (Acts 17:11); begin with the Gospel of John.
O ~ Obey God moment by moment (John 14:21).
W ~ Witness for Christ by your life and words (Matthew 4:19; John 15:8).
T ~ Trust God for every detail of your life (1 Peter 5:7).
H ~ Holy Spirit - allow Him to control and empower your daily life and witness (Galatians 5:16,17; Acts 1:8).
Let us pray
"Lord Jesus, I need You. Thank You for dying on the cross for my sins. I open the door of my life and receive You as my Savior and Lord. Thank You for forgiving my sins and giving me eternal life. Take control of the throne of my life. Make me the kind of person You want me to be."Amen!
Saturday, January 23, 2010
So How about you???

Fri Jan 22, 2010 1:31 pm EST
By 'Duk
Well, here's a story you don't see every day.
Grant Desme, a 23-year-old minor league outfielder in Oakland's system, is retiring from baseball to follow a calling into the Catholic priesthood.
The story was first reported by Fox Sports' Jon Paul Morosi — perhaps appropriately with that first name of his — and this isn't a case of a struggling player going through an early-life crisis. Desme was ranked the A's eighth-best prospect by Baseball America after hitting .288 with 31 home runs and 89 RBIs in A ball in 2009 and he was just named MVP of the Arizona Fall League.
Desme might have even been a late-season callup to the big league club in 2010. Our Y! Sports 2010 fantasy guide has him ranked the 40th-best minor-league prospect for near-term fantasy purpose. However, ESPN's Rob Neyer disagrees, saying that he didn't see Desme as a future star by the Bay.
Susan Slusser has more on Desme's decision to leave playing against the Padres and Cardinals so he can start praying with other padres and cardinals at a Catholic seminary in Orange County. He said the news came as bit of a shock to Billy Beane, but that the Oakland GM and entire A's system have been supportive of his decision.
Said Desme on a Friday afternoon conference call:
"I'm doing well in baseball. But I had to get down to the bottom of things, to what was good in my life, what I wanted to do with my life. Baseball is a good thing, but that felt selfish of me when I felt that God was calling me more. It took awhile to trust that and open up to it and aim full steam toward him ... I love the game, but I'm going to aspire to higher things."
Desme spoke with Baseball America last year about baseball being only "a game" and we wish him success on his spiritual path. In a selfish age when churches struggle to recruit young male Americans, his sacrifice of possible riches is a very admirable thing.
Source; http://sports.yahoo.com/ml
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