What it is for me?

IFFAsia Mission Program

Two weeks..among the students..interns...staffs and local participants..like what Baow said to me .. That I sometimes bad..sometimes good.., but i think most of the time i am being nice...hehe i guess i overly praised my self..hehe..

Okay back to the mission...thanks to IFFAsia for your coming to Keningau...you dare to dream..dare to take risk... in taking part in the growing of young people in Asia... it is not an easy task! To prepare young leaders for the Church in Asia...most of the students are full of energy and some brought together with them their wildest and craziest dream to IFFAsia...to mold that motives..to polish it...just not easy task...but your dare, dare to be with the young and be part of their growth is an effort must be given standing ovation

Your coming to Keningau, once again convince me that you still the right place for young leader to be form...and Christ is really working in you...just like what Majar has shared.." I see Jesus in each  one of them" I believe many of our young people in Keningau were touched by your presence. For this..I personally would like to thank IFFAsia for taking the initiative to come to Keningau and give life to our young people in Keningau. 

To Roselinah, just wanna say "now you know that you are more than able to journey with the young, the elders and the structure. Siou noh kopio for making you sick (so sorry for...) and thank you. You are set to sail...dont worry the navigator is there waiting for you..to lead, to guide and accompany  you to the deep and  based on my experience he will make sure you are safely reach to the next end.

To Mary.. (merrychristmas..hehe) you have shown to the students, what it is takes to become a good leader and follower of Christ. Dont stop believing, you years in IFFA surely will help you better in the world, and thank you for your yes to IFFA as intern..soon staff, who knows soon..formator... and keep that level of confidence in you...your are such smart girl. Thank you for letting me used your laptop...it is really helpful...hehe..

Judith...we first met 4 years ago...you look beautiful...2 years ago...you still beautiful... this time of course your age also increase...yet still beautiful...and it is not only outside but also inside..the say it is inside out.... There is so much growth in you, and i really amazed and still amaze...of how much you have bloom... the journey must've been rough for you but your endurance helps me to stand firm in my conviction...thank you.

Nina...congratulations! for being able to be yourself...the struggle you been through, i guess it must be stormy and hard....but look at you now...the way you speak...analyze..you have found your ground. Dont waste your time...go for the conviction you have..and of course to come back to Malaysia and later, to IFFA.
 

To Rod...men you are just too good...have u ever got angry...one thing i wasn't able to do is to make you angry...well u are smiling men...thanks of your simplicity it helps be better understand of my own vulnerabilities. Keep striving for your dream, and believe that you'll be able to pull the trigger, because i believe you can. That humility of you really challenge me to be down to earth. Maraming salamat!

To all students...in the course of leading others towards the water of life..the path may be or  may not be easy..obstacles and challenges will always be there..sometimes it come in time you are not prepared at all...but..Christ will make you able to go through the storms of life.. just as Jesus saved Peter from drowning...but..before any of that you must know Him better. Always remember the three Hs.. Head, Heart dan Hands..and it is  always about HIM.

Each time i met IFFA, God will send me a very special person that will help me to grow. This time I met this  gift and only spent short time of exchanging words, ideas and tears and laughter with him, i 've experienced precious moments and great learning. Dear Boaw...thanks for helping me to understand my own weaknesses  and darkness of attitude and i am really sorry of my words and ideas sharing that hurt you...i(also applied to all students, staffs and interns)..sorry ya Boaw ...Boaw wanna let you know that but you are such cool person with big heart to serve your own people...and with that heart i am sure you can touch many hearts that yearn to know more of God's Love.

To kuya Abraham, Bong, atey Becky and Maribel...again i am sorry of my too much intervention  and comments...towards IFFA, the programs and the students. Abraham thank you for taking the responsibility to take charge of the whole program. Maribel ..did i correctly spell you name? Thank you for your gentle yet  powerful push to the students, Kuya Bong thank you for being there for atey Becky, atey Becky thank you for you yes to Sabah... 

And finally I Would like to tell you guy that Bishop Cornelius really mean it when he said that you all (IFFA) are always welcomed to Keningau....(hehe you know the joke..)

Thank you Lord for making me me...and at this precious moments..You have shown it to me...